Okay I’ll admit I’m the type of girl to do

Everything that you told her not to

As soon as I’m no longer underneath you

Because I never should have been

I will never be that small again

‘Cause my voice was just a whisper then

To be quiet was never my intent

‘Cause I never should have been

Your mouth sprayed me specs of blue

I won’t be painted like you

I’ll shed all of my skin right to the bone

To invest in myself to heal and grow

To be someone you’ve never touched before

And someone you’ll never reach

I’ll eat my own lips and peel and pick

And paint myself crimson lick by lick

to be someone you’ve never kissed before

And be someone you’ll never know

Your mouth sprayed me specs of blue

I won’t be painted like you

Your mouth sprayed me specs of blue

I won’t be painted like you

I’ve grown so much this year

My hairs grown 6 inches

I’m no longer scared to be in bed

with someone else in it

Learnt to accept myself

But struggle to see

how I will ever be

enough for someone else

‘Cause even if I’m just a bore

will you stay with me for a while?

I’m not the type you’ll stay for

But I’ll go blind like the last time

Because I’ve never seen real love

staring back into my eyes

preferred feeling broken

To being driven crazy

Craving love

That was never made for me

‘Cause even if I’m just a bore

will you stay with me for a while?

I’m not the type you’ll stay for

But I’ll go blind like the last time

Because I’ve never seen real love

staring back into my eyes

I miss driving late at night and sleeping on the passenger side, what’s missing in me

'cause the love fades into a lie like the fading candlelight, but ill pretend its here

Even if I’m just a bore

But will you stay with me for a while?

Lend your love a little more

I’ll go blind like the last time

Even if I’m just a bore

will you stay with me for a while?

I’m not the type that you’ll stay for

But I’ll go blind like the last time

Because I’ve never seen real love

staring back into my eyes

you’re driving so damn fast

And you’re not sure where to

The roof’s down you’re staring at the sky

Watching the clouds move

If I could reach the clouds I would

Ride them homebound

I’d climb the trees but I’m out of practice

Plummet to the ground

But I won’t talk to you

As much as I want to

Cause I’d only get breathless

And give in too soon

But I prefer my skin when it smells of you

And its so frustrating that I can’t remove

You from my frontal lobe

but latching on is like self induced vertigo

Sometimes I’m too much of a dreamer

For my own good

every time the haze clears yeah

You cloud my world

But I won’t talk to you

As much as I want to

I’d only get breathless

And give in too soon

But I prefer my skin when it smells of you

And its so frustrating that I can’t remove

You from my frontal lobe

how can I

be touch starved

and touch repulsed

all at once

And why am I admitting that

in a song

But I prefer my skin when it smells of you

And its so frustrating that I can’t remove

You from my frontal lobe

but latching on is like self induced vertigo

I saw you watching the show, your attention never strays

and showbiz says everyone disappears when you’re on stage

But all I saw was your gaze

and my mind sees newspaper bouquets

Fold by fold,

Fold by fold,

I stayed up all night,

couldn’t get the folds right,

origami flowers

Gentle scratches

and ink patches,

origami flowers

Origami

You said: ”last night, I thought we were going to kiss”

So why the fuck didn’t you say you felt like this

I want your pretty name stained inside my lips

I want your pretty smile pressed against my hips

Fold by fold,

Fold by fold,

I stayed up all night,

couldn’t get the folds right,

origami flowers

Gentle scratches

and ink patches,

origami flowers

Origami

I kept a set list from April,

Drew out your tattoos by memory,

but then the ink spilled,

turning white into ebony

I stayed up all night,

couldn’t get the folds right,

origami flowers

Gentle scratches

and ink patches,

origami flowers

In the garden

petals harden,

origami flowers

colours fade

into pale shades

origami flowers

Origami

Origami

Slip away for a little while, ah

New found anxiety in only what I can see

Being alone is a dangerous act, yeah

The only way I can deal is finding new ways to feel

Wonder why I’m never at home

Tryna stay in a good zone

Distractions are all that I know

So I gotta keep on the go

Am I running out of steam or am I running out of time

My balance is off and I’m falling off the side

I’m still on course but I’m starting to derail

I keep on pushing ‘cause I’m not about to fail

oooh

Whisps of Smoke blow into my eyes, ah

Scent of Vanilla under darkened skies

Such a resent in the dead of night, ah

And in the cold, all our tears crystallise

Wonder why I’m never at home

Tryna stay in a good zone

Distractions are all that I know

So I gotta keep on the go

Am I running out of steam or am I running out of time

My balance is off and I’m falling off the side

I’m still on course but I’m starting to derail

I keep on pushing ‘cause I’m not about to fail

oooh

No more hiding behind restoration glass,

Been looking through these blackout panes where time would never pass.

The windows are all broken, and thoughts that were out of reach

Run to me, and growth exudes my bones.

I begun to look at the skies, charmed by the gleams

But stardust fell in my eyes, now I’m blinded with these dreams.

Change sprung up all around me,

Never needed someone to ground me

just hope the pressure wont drown me.

Never been scared of expectations,

Working on the art of embracement,

Still undergrown

Been craving simplicity due to my stupidity,

Not realising what I would lose.

A lack of experience and an excess of worry,

Could my brain be wrong?

I begun to look at the skies, charmed by the gleams

But stardust fell in my eyes, now I’m blinded with these dreams.

Change sprung up all around me,

Never needed someone to ground me

just hope the pressure wont drown me.

Never been scared of expectations,

Working on the art of embracement,

Still undergrown

I have lost my hiding place

And I’m basking in the sun now,

Soaking in the brightest rays

And they urge for me to grow now.

I have lost my hiding place 

And I’m basking in the sun now,

Soaking in the brightest rays

And they urge for me to grow now.

Change sprung up all around me,

Never needed someone to ground me

just hope the pressure wont drown me.

Never been so scared of expectations,

Working on the art of embracement,

Still undergrown

Soaking in your history

i climbed that hill every Sunday

cutting my knee on the thorns

dripping like crushed raspberry

picked just before this fall

soak the wound in salt

wound in salt

Bathed In salt

Bathed in salt

Soaking in your history

Revel in the infancy

we climb that hill again today

but the brambles have withdrawn

the skies call in the cavalry

swollen clouds begin assault

we surrender it all

succumb to all

succumb to all

succumb to all

Soaking in your history

Revel in the infancy

Soaking in your history

Revel in the infancy